At the graveyard I kneel by the reddish granite
of Aaron's footstone. How we struggled
to decide what it should say. In the end
we chose the words of Elizabeth Bishop
describing the sea: "dark, salt, clear, cold and utterly
free…" The stone is dark and grimy now,
fixed over the grave, utterly immobile,
except for the movement of the earth in space.
Scrubbing with a pine cone
and water Jay fetches from an urn
I scour away the grime. We rinse it
and I dry it with a handkerchief
and as we take turns reading I watch the polished
surface reflect the leaves shifting over my head,
satisfied that ten years later
I have found another way to take care of Aaron.